...somebody...

you know what the best part of the day is? it's when work is almost over, the people are trying to enjoy the remains of their day hoping to find solace in the silent goodbye the sun is bidding everytime it sets...

i watch people pass by,strangers...thinking what if one of them was "someone" in my life...i see couples walking hand in hand with that certain smile painted on their faces telling you how much love they have and how much they still have to give...i only get to see this from afar...i'm a peeping tom...catching glimpses of happiness from some other person's life...i'm a mere spectator...i envy those people,especially the old ones.it makes me wonder if in my-so-called-life i'd ever find that kind of love.someone to look after you and care for you,someone who'd make your crapiest day fine with just the touch of their hand...somebody...just somebody to be there...

here i am wasting my time trying to find the right one only to fall for the worst of the species.i think i'm already a pro at that...if only falling in love was as easy as 1,2,3, i'd give everything up.maybe that's the problem,i give too much,for me loving was always about them,never about me...

i'd just like to think that maybe,my guy is just somewhere...on his way...he's just a little slow and a little lost,but i bet he'd be here...not just today...