maybe some people would call me idealistic or melodramatic but i'd like to think that quality time is when you two get together and do things. it does not really matter what you do or where you go, as long as you two are together and having fun.
last saturday, i spent the night at a friend's house, i was already spent because i just came from our team building which was after our shift and i had like more than a couple of beers so you could just imagine how tired i was when i got to his place. you may be thinking, "why the hell not just go home?". well, because it was one of the rare times that i had an excuse not to go home, i took advantage of it, i went to see a friend instead because my boyfriend was too bloody tired to spend time with me (sniff..sniff..). so we had a couple more beers while i played resident evil 4. it was so freakin' scary that i had to restrain myself from shouting everytime these zombies would close in on the screen. we've talked about not-so-imprtant things and thats what so special about it. we were sitting in his room, having a few beers and catching up on each other's lives...there were no uncomfortable silence and dead air. i can't help but think why can't i have this kind of moments with "you". i dont think that it's too much to ask...to be able to spend time with your significant other...and i'm not referring to the time spent at the office or the time spent when you are out drinking with your friends. it's the low key, one on one time that you spend doing things as silly and as simple as playing ps2. it's maybe sitting in your car with a cigarette in hand and just laugh out loud because of some corny punchline you threw. i know i maybe a little idealistic when it comes to these things but i do believe that it should not be hard to have a good time and establish that certain connection with that significant other. you can do it with your friends...how hard can that be if you are doing it with somebody you love,right?
if that's the case...then can somebody tell me why i'm having a freakin' hard time... :(
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