after my shift yesterday i went out with a friend. with all the things that has been happening i know i needed someone to talk to...to tell me things i already know but for some stubborn reason needs to hear it from somebody else.
we talked about a lot of things over bottles of beer and sizzling sisig. finally, i was able to voice out all the things that has been bothering me for quite some time now. i was a little surprised because for the first time, i did not cry. although i know there was some moments during the conversation that i could feel my tears about to break.
i was hurting...and i still am. maybe he was right when a friend told me "...history repeats itself becasue we paid little attention to why it happened the first time..."
thanks mel for the drinking session that i desperately needed yesterday, i really appreciated the company and i got to know you more which i think is great. the amazing conversation made us lose track of time. and before we know it, it was dark and we have condumed 15 bottles of san mig lights, a bunch of pica pica, a mango juice and a leche flan (for yours truly who was starting to get drunk..hehehe)...i hope we can do it again.
♥MONOKURO BOO♥