Thursday, December 28, 2006 6:33 PM

system down....

due to the earthquake in taiwan, service in the center has been down. i'm not complaining, this is the dream of any customer representative i know. reporting for work just to sit around, take your breaks and have your lunch only to go back and sit again, and start to pray that tomorrow would be the same.

so i'm here with nothing to do. then i remembered that there are a lot of things to blog about. i have'nt been really busy the past few days. i guess between the office and hanging out with my cousin who just flew in from dubai for the holidays, i have'nt had time to sit in front of the pc and blog. i'm very excited because finally i'm going to puerto galera. dont get me wrong, i know some people would say "puerto galera?! i've been there so many times i know the place like a have a map of it at the back of my hand..". sorry but i'm on of those few who will get to see galera for the first time. we had everything planned, the only set back is that fact that since my vacation leave for the said dates has not been approved, i was forced to swap schedules with a teammate. i would'nt have minded that however, looking at the schedule, i found out that for it to work i have to work from the 27th of december up to the 4th of january without any rest day. yes, you counted right, 9 freaking days straight and to top it all off, i get to go to galera on the 5th until the 7th only to report back to work the next day. so, as you can see, or as my schedule permits, i'd get to rest not until the 11th of next month. well, the sacrifices that you make...i just hope i don't get sick. but i am really looking forward to that galera trip.

moving on to other things, i'm a little guilty to say (just a little)... that i have been thinking of paul more than i should. i have'nt seen the guy since we last went out, and that was like what? a month ago or something. but we have been constant textmates. just a few days ago (actually that was christmas eve), i got to see him again. i greeted him "merry christmas" through SMS and he replied something like "san ka? same here". so i told him that i'm at home and i just woke up. he said that he wants to see me and that i should drop by bong's place (a common friend) together with my partner in crime bhe. so i tried to call bhe only to find that there has been unread messages from her asking where the hell i am because bong and all the others has been calling her like crazy asking us to drop by. since the guys from our subdivision has this feud with the guy friends that we have from the other subdivision, we had to device a way to get away without them noticing ( which is quite impossible given that we are the only 2 gals in the group). anyway, we were able to get away. paul and bhe's ex, frank fetched us with their car because we were having a hard time getting a ride that time of the night.

we stayed there for just an hour. i have'nt been able to talk to paul, but he sat next to me in the round table. and just as expected, due to the fact that we have'nt been able to hang out with these guys for quite a while now, everything was a riot. paul has been glancing at me like a high school boy with a crush which i just dismissed as due to the fact that i looked better than the last time he saw me. yes, i looked better because for one, i gained weight, i had my hair cut shorter which complemented my face and another, because i was dressed to kill that night :p. i don't know, but just before we left, he gave me this look. i don't how to explain it, but if i can have that 5 seconds taped or saved somewhere i would. it's one of those looks that tell you more than words could ever say. i did'nt get to hug him goodbye because at the last minute i changed my mind... and so that look. i could'nt shake this feeling that he wanted to tell me something, which sucks because whatever it was, i definitely would want to hear it.

yesterday, bhe texted me, she said that paul texted her and to make the very long exchange of text messages short, she said that they had talked about me. hhmmm...she would'nt give me details at first but given the very persuassive person that i am, she gave in after i went to her house to demand a scope. she informed me that paul in the sense told her that he liked me... that he wants to ask me out on a date again but he's just short on the budget. he told her that he's not sure what's gonna happen because he is considering a lot of things. he said that though he has been known to be the ladies man, he can be in a serious relationship too, and he said that i deserve that more than anything. so i'm sitting here and thinking, because paul made it clear that he wants us to be there on new year's eve. he plans on doing something...i'm not just sure if that's good...or bad news for me...




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Sunday, December 17, 2006 6:50 PM

"...you know how it feels when the person you love agrees to spend the rest of his/her life with you...you have played it in your mind a million times you already know how it would feel when she says "yes". but you failed to see it when things go wrong...you were not able to play in head this one scenario when he/she says "no"...
--Keith, One tree hill

so this is how it feels. i never knew that a million questions can flash in one's mind so fast. what's scary is the fact that you dont have an answer to any one of 'em. it just continues to flash, one after the other, daring you to come up with an answer before your time runs out.

they say that there are only 2 tragedies in life. first would be having all the things fall into place yet not having this one shot for the thing you truly desire, you did not get the chance to have that one thing that would make you complete. second would be having the thing you value the most...at the wrong time. people say that you can have it all...you just can't have it all at once. something always has got to give. it may be unfair but they never said that life would be fair.

but they never did say that it was this difficult...



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Tuesday, December 05, 2006 2:38 PM

The first time I fell in love was long ago
I didn't know how to give my love at all
The next time I settled for what felt so close
But without romance, you're never gonna fall
After everything I've learned;
Now it's finally my turn

This is the last time I'll fall... in love
The first time we walked under that starry sky,
there was a moment when everything was clear
I didn't need to ask or even wonder why,
because each questionis answered when your near
and I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds,
this is thelast time i'll fall in love

Now don't hold back, just let me know
Could i be moving much too fast or way too slow
'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day
To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be thesame

You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words
And now that I've said them, they could never be enough
As far as I can see, there's only you and only me
This is the last time I'll fall in love
Last time i'll fall in love
The last time i'll fall... in love

THE LAST TIME
eric benet


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