i held on to my mobile phone like i was clinging on to dear life. wishfully thinking that the next instance i feel it vibrate on my hands it would be you, but it was'nt.
i patiently waited. people around me are busy catching up with each other's lives and i sat there staring blankly at an empty space. i was racking my mind thinking what he would tell me this time. what story would he fabricate to justify his actions.
he is a chronic liar. but for someone who does it most of the time he's very bad at it. and i don't know what seems worse, having somebody look you in the eye while he animatedly weaves stories that i know is not true or actually playing the part to perfection in pretending that i believed him...every single time.
i'm a good listener and sad to say, i'm also good in reading a person's body language which usually gives them away when they lie. that being said, it gives me satisfaction to know that you are always one step ahead of them but it is also disappointing and sad to have somebody you trust completely, do that to you everytime because they think they always get away with it..but truth is, they don't but we let them.
it's a sad fact. i know i can do something about it, yet, i prefer not to take any action. i'll gladly play the part while i still can hoping that one day, i'd get up and have the guts to tell him that the lies are over and that we don't have to pretend anymore. after that, i'm going to leave as gently as i came into his life, slowly fading into the woodwork. i'm not to make a scene, nor would i be looking back when i finally take that final step out the doors of his life.
so for the meantime, i tell myself...the lies would be over...soon.
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