how could you?
i could not believe how some people manage do it.
to intentionally inflict pain on those people they have sworn they love... or in my case "loved".
i have heard somebody say before that we tend to hurt the ones we love because they are the ones close enough to feel the pain. so it would be logical to stay away, to detach yourself as to stop hurting. however, for most of us who have gone through failed relationships and heartaches before, we know that it is easier said than done. that even if your mind is screaming for you to take that one final look and walk away, you just can't...not yet.
you stupidly hope and pray that things will work out fine sooner or later, except that it does not happen sooner, for some not even later.
people around you, friends or acquaintance alike would never get close to understanding how much you really are hurting. they may be able to relate some past experiences with what you are going through right now, but the intensity of the pain is something beyond description and tears. so, in the midst of it all, you're still alone.
i have spent most of my time crying in my room for the past few days after it all ended. i have been wallowing in self pity. with one twist of fate, my self esteem had been reduced to more like the size of a pea. i do not dare look you in the eye in fear of seeing emptiness where there was once great love and affection. this is how miserable i am.
so can you tell me, with all of these being said, how dare you try to hurt me even more?
i could not believe how some people manage do it.
to intentionally inflict pain on those people they have sworn they love... or in my case "loved".
i have heard somebody say before that we tend to hurt the ones we love because they are the ones close enough to feel the pain. so it would be logical to stay away, to detach yourself as to stop hurting. however, for most of us who have gone through failed relationships and heartaches before, we know that it is easier said than done. that even if your mind is screaming for you to take that one final look and walk away, you just can't...not yet.
you stupidly hope and pray that things will work out fine sooner or later, except that it does not happen sooner, for some not even later.
people around you, friends or acquaintance alike would never get close to understanding how much you really are hurting. they may be able to relate some past experiences with what you are going through right now, but the intensity of the pain is something beyond description and tears. so, in the midst of it all, you're still alone.
i have spent most of my time crying in my room for the past few days after it all ended. i have been wallowing in self pity. with one twist of fate, my self esteem had been reduced to more like the size of a pea. i do not dare look you in the eye in fear of seeing emptiness where there was once great love and affection. this is how miserable i am.
so can you tell me, with all of these being said, how dare you try to hurt me even more?
♥MONOKURO BOO♥