i thought about you... and i thought about him..and everything in between.
i'm keeping a secret and sometimes it is more tha n i can handle.. it haunts me like a shadow, it follows me even in my dreams. it comes to me when i least expect it but always at the right time. the timing so right, i always find myself wallowing in the pool of infidelity...
yes, i am not the angel that you thought i was. i deceive you more often than you think i do and i always manage to get away with it. i'm getting so good at playing this game i don't know if i can stop. i dont know if i even want to stop to begin with.
sometimes i look back so i can remember how it started, when did i first start taking this path towards things i could not have.
i sometimes want to blame you for turning me into a cynical person. you had shown me dishonesty to a point that i think i'll never be able to trust you completely again. i am a product of all your lies. and now, it is my turn.
a part of me feels sorry because i am hiding behind the mask of infidelity to conceal my insecurities, but this is the only way that i can protect myself...from you.
♥MONOKURO BOO♥