i realize that at some point i have to go out the walls of the stone castle i built and start smelling the roses again. i need to feel how refreshing it is to have the wind blow in my face and my hair. at that point i told myself i need to start trusting people again.
i realize that not all people come into our lives to inflict pain, that there are still a few that helps us realize that there is more to life than cynicism and anger. life is too precious to be wasted living in that manner.
i realize that life's hardest lessons are taught to those who are meant to be stronger and better individuals. as hard as it is, in time we all realize that there are some things and people that we are better off with. i am now starting to understand that when people leave, it does'nt really mean that we were at fault, or that we did'nt give enough of ourselves or whatever we had to make them stay. some people are just meant to drop by our lives and fade into the woodwork. maybe they even leave to give way for new people to be a part of our lives.
what i'm saying is at the end of the day..faith is still a funny thing. all we have to do is believe..what have we got to lose right?
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